Ups and Downs of life

I really don't want this to be a negative blog but I really need to let go and I REALLY need prayers.

You see there are some days when it seems like it wasn't worth getting out of bed. I mean all in all it wasn't a terrible day, being Friday my friend Rene and I hit the high street in Cirencester and I got some wonderful things. I got three male knitting dolls for my youngest sons Christmas (shhh don't tell), tons of wrapping paper and some new books. I bought the new Chronicles of Narnia movie for my family to watch tonight and had a yummy lunch at a little cafe above our favorite antique store (cranberry, brie and bacon pannini with chips (french fries) and hot chocolate). Sounds like a nice day right! No rain...not too cold..but really today was such a roller coaster.

It started off bad as DH and I are not getting along very well and today he was still home when I was getting the boys off to school so the day started with fighting, then when he left I went to take my shower he had used the last of the hot water. When I went to take our car to do my shopping I found out the brakes were grinding. I missed picking up the boys from the bus (luckily a friend grabbed them) and then when Chris came home he and Tristan started fighting really bad. It seems everyone in my house is fighting with everyone else and I can't seem to keep things under control.

I am really in need for prayer. We have had a lot of issues for the past few years dating from the loss of my mother and then two years later my son...things have many times been to the point of no return and God has pulled us back at the last possible second. This trip of my DH's to Morocco and the life he led there has pushed us back into a bad place and I really need prayers to pull through.